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8/17…

I am near tears.  The scale told me today that I had lost 8kg (or 17 pounds).  I can’t even believe this.  Yesterday, I posted a picture of me riding my bicycle to Company H on FB.  I was overwhelmed with comments along the lines of “skinny” and “wow” and “tiny” which were all really… Continue reading 8/17…

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Loneliness…

Just a quick note because I have to go to sleep.  I’m tired as fuck and I have to get up early tomorrow.  Tonight I’ve felt a deep loneliness.  I don’t know why.  Mamoru is here (though he’s not paying much attention to me).  All night I’ve felt sick with loneliness.  I just want someone… Continue reading Loneliness…