I don’t expect a lot of sympathy or supportive words here. My blog views have dwindled considerably. I don’t know if that’s due to posting less (due to shit keeping me so busy over here or due to me commenting less on other people’s blogs). Either way I’m feeling a lack of support here (and… Continue reading Not a good morning…
This week. Ugh. On Tuesday, Mamoru’s brother called him with more bad news. His wife left and went to stay with her mother. She’s thinking about divorcing Mamoru’s brother. The reason? お父さん is thinking of marrying a Korean woman and brother’s wife and her mother hate Koreans so much, they are thinking of dissolving a… Continue reading More on the お父さん saga…
Just when things were seemingly going well, life has some more curve balls to throw. Fuck. Yesterday, Mamoru’s brother called him in a huff. Apparently お父さん is seriously thinking of marrying his longtime Korean girlfriend. This in and of itself is not a bad thing but it carries with it a long history of hatred… Continue reading Drama and some good and bad…
My before pictures suck really. I’m sorry about that. Honestly, I had no desire to ever be photographed during the time I was fat. I’m sure you understand. Anyway, I’m pretty proud of my weight loss, so I thought I’d finally share it. To date I’ve lost 13kg (31lbs) and I’m still going strong. (Also,… Continue reading On the internet, we must be brave…
It’s been kind of quiet on here. Forgive me for that. It’s a combination of being busy and overwhelmed and generally exhausted. Also, things have been bad (really bad) and good mixed together. Bad. First Demande canceled our meeting for Friday, and I was so bummed about it (both for losing the money and his… Continue reading Good, bad, and really bad…
I am near tears. The scale told me today that I had lost 8kg (or 17 pounds). I can’t even believe this. Yesterday, I posted a picture of me riding my bicycle to Company H on FB. I was overwhelmed with comments along the lines of “skinny” and “wow” and “tiny” which were all really… Continue reading 8/17…
Just a quick note because I have to go to sleep. I’m tired as fuck and I have to get up early tomorrow. Tonight I’ve felt a deep loneliness. I don’t know why. Mamoru is here (though he’s not paying much attention to me). All night I’ve felt sick with loneliness. I just want someone… Continue reading Loneliness…
