On Saturday Mamoru and I are going to California for a vacation with my family. (Should be fun right?). Before we go, he thought it would be a good idea to have a big ugly fight. Basically, I asked him to research some eye surgery for me since I have ptosis which I think is… Continue reading Before you go…
If there was a meme that better describes my day, I don’t know what it is. Today we ventured to Mamoru’s hometown to have lunch with his friends from college. Two of them I have met already (and one wife and daughter but the rest of them I didn’t know). Several things happened today that… Continue reading Cry a lot…
Yesterday Mamoru and I had an ugly fight which left me sobbing in the middle of a busy restaurant floor of a shopping mall with a constant stream of people walking by. Basically, it started with he tried to help me and I told him I didn’t need help, so he decided to pout about… Continue reading More with the music…
I wish I were so beautiful that everyone adored me. One look at me and people would be dying to come talk to me. They would ask about my interests. They would be hell bent on finding something in common with me (even the tiniest of things) to stay in my presence longer as those… Continue reading Fantasies…
I’m not gonna lie. I’m having a hard time of it lately. I’m in a bad way. Saturday was tears. Sunday was tears. The root cause was the same though what sparked the tears were different, but deep down the feeling that’s causing this round of depression lurks and weighs on me heavily. On Saturday,… Continue reading Hard…
I need to write about this now because even though this memory is burned into my brain, I want it to be there forever because everything about it was so beautiful. Yesterday, Shingo and I rolled up to a nearby city which is jam packed with historical Japanese shit (temples, shrines and the like). Because… Continue reading The river…
I’ve talked many times in this blog about how music so deeply affects me. Last night Yuichiro’s band had another live show, so Rei, Shingo, and I rolled up there. Rei was late, so I met Shingo, and he brought these two lame-o friends with him. In addition, Shingo asked to borrow ¥1000 while we… Continue reading When the music stops playing…
