My stomach is currently doing somersaults. I don’t know if it’s from something I ate or the new vitamins. I hope it’s the former. I’d hate to give up vitamins I just started and throw away even more money. I swear TTC is just as awful on the pocketbook as actually having a baby. I don’t even want to think about how much we’ve spent on vitamins, PG tests, OPK, Preseed and anything else I can’t think of at the moment. Anyway, I tried to eat soup but I couldn’t even finish it. Maybe the kombucha isn’t sitting well with me.
Endymion is busy searching for clinics in our neck of Japan. I told him about natural IVF but I also told him also not to forget about adoption even though I know deep down he probably still doesn’t want to do it. How frustrating for him (#sarcasm) since he’s perfectly fine and I’m “broken”.
I actually got a job for tomorrow (the day I leave). That’s fine with me since no one ever wants to hang out during my last days anyway. Everyone suddenly becomes quite busy. Also, my mom worked all day today save for an excursion to the one bank in our area that actually had Japanese yen. Huzzah! It also was her bank, so I didn’t get slammed with nasty fees.
This post actually contains nothing of consequence. Just I’m bored and sick to my stomach, and I can’t wait to be back in my beautiful Japan.