Oh how much changes in almost a year. Someone reminded me that I had written a post about Chrissy Teigan. It was almost a year ago I wrote that post. We had just started TTC. I was hopeful, wildly optimistic and then not yet diagnosed as infertile. At that time I was happy for Teigan and Legend. This is a stark contrast to the false happiness I feel for Bey and Jay-Z upon yesterday’s twin announcement. What an awful monster infertility is. I don’t want to feel like this (just like I don’t want to feel depressed and have anxiety). In fact, if we’re talking about feelings I don’t want right now, I have a whole list off the top of my head that can just go.
This morning someone posted this on Facebook, and I really loved it a lot. In fact it inspired me to draw my own comic. I don’t know if I can keep it up because I suck at stuff like that.
Anyway…here’s something I did last year and I’ll put what I did today in a new post. I signed this, so don’t steal my shit.
There. That’s me. Totally what I look like. Surprised? Want more comics?
Friday brings no job offers, nothing to apply for and no other good news. In fact, they failed to pay me for work I did in the US and I’m trying to fight that out so I can buy some glasses. Also, today brings still no contact from Motoki and I am quite worried about him. I sent him the above link about depression and anxiety. I hope that showed him I’m thinking about him and I’m concerned. Later today brings yoga. I hope I can power through that as I’m in a lot of physical pain (old injury).
That’s all for now. I might go back to bed. I want to finish reading Hard Boiled Wonderland and the End of the World today. I have dishes to do and the trash to take out but I’m not interested in either of those things. I also have to edit something for お父さん and I don’t want to do that either. Sigh. Stuff. Ugh.