I’m lying in bed waiting for Naru to get home from work, so we can have our weekly chat.
Last night Mamoru came home to his homemade Valentine’s chocolate, card, and present. He was delighted (of course because I’m a damn good gift giver and baker). He said he had work to do, but then he watched TV for like an hour whilst ignoring me. I don’t know if it’s just because the season, but the house is closed off to trap the heat. He’s usually in the living room or table and I’m usually in the bedroom (the two places with heaters). I mean it was like this is our last house, but it was a much smaller house so we were in closer proximity. Sigh. I find myself coming to where he is and when I do I give him hugs or kisses, but sadly there is no reciprocal of that. I noticed that Motoki got flowers for his wife and a gift for his son. I know I shouldn’t compare, but I didn’t get any flowers this year. Lucky her. I think my flowers last year were only a one time deal. Two days ago Mamoru gave me a gift saying Happy Anniversary (as in dating anniversary), and I was happy while opening. I said “What’s this?” He said, “I don’t know.” Turns out it was kind of a thank you gift from one of his clients. That was pretty fucked up, and I was annoyed by this very unfunny joke.
This morning I woke up at 3AM and couldn’t go back to sleep. I popped on FB and noticed that Motoki had been awake not too long before. Our twin connection was a bit delayed this morning. Of course, I couldn’t go back to sleep right away and just flopped around like a fish for a couple of hours.. When I did finally fall asleep I had a sex dream. Obviously that’s where my brain is at right now. Fan-fucking-tastic.
I’m so tired. I am supposed to meet this girl from a language exchange website (and that’s literally the only thing I have to do today), and I’ve been feeling sick since last night. Yesterday, I tried to take some stomach medicine and it got stuck in my throat, and I ended up vomiting it out with a little bit of food. I lead such a glamorous life.
How was your Valentine’s Day?