Rough. Rough. Rough. That’s the best way to describe how it’s been the past two days. Mamoru had to work on Saturday, so it was just me lounging around watching “Queer Eye” (fantastic btw). Yesterday, we paid a visit to お父さん and ate a late lunch at a vegetarian cafe. Then we stopped by a Mottainai member’s house to pick up a free baby carrier and breast pads. Score. After dropping お父さん off back at his house we blew through Costco (the fastest we’ve ever gone through it because it was about the close). We got some standards as well as tons of fruit for this fruit baby and found some adorable swaddlers. Too exhausted to eat anything else, I had fruit for dinner. Because I was so tired, I figured I would sleep like the dead. When I finally fell asleep it was great until I woke up at my usual 1:30AM pee time. I couldn’t go back to sleep. I was in a lot of pain yesterday (throughout the day and at night), so I lied awake moaning until almost 3AM. When I finally fell asleep, it was all well and good until Small Lady decided to make a ton of noise rubbing her face on the crate. I was so pissed off I kicked her out of the bedroom. However, I still couldn’t go back to sleep. When it was all said and done, I got less than 5 hours.
In the morning all that from the night before made me feel like garbage and Mamoru and I got into an argument because he didn’t ask me anything about how I was feeling. There was a lot A LOT of crying this morning (from me obvi). I am so over first trimester you guys. It sucks so much. I’m always exhausted or in pain. I can’t even do simple tasks without becoming winded. I cry if the wind blows. It’s bullshit. Whoever said being pregnant was fun probably forgot all about being pregnant (or was like 20 or something). It’s not fun. It’s rough. What’s more (log this with stuff they don’t tell you) one of my boobs has become noticeably larger than the other one. Great. I thought I was supposed to get two big sized boobies (the likes of which I haven’t seen since I was fat) not one.
I guess to make it all better I got two nursing bras at H&M for ¥600 (about $5.50US). That was the price for both. Plus Mamoru and I ate lunch at out favorite buffet with my yoga friend and her husband. So today wasn’t a total bust but I’m not gonna lie. It’s been rough lately. I’ll be happy when first trimester is over and done with. Now if you’ll excuse me, I have to go to bed.