Yesterday Yumiko was lamenting that she couldn’t have sex whenever she wanted (though I disagree as she’s very popular when we’re out). She could probably wear a sign that said “SEX?” and get multiple offers. Unfortunately, I cannot have sex whenever I want either which is maybe worse because I’m married and she’s not. Back when Demande and I were speaking he said he had an agreement with his ex-wife that allowed him to sleep with whomever he wanted to because she wasn’t interested in sex. I don’t know if I believe that though. These days I tend to not believe a good portion of what Demande says. Don’t ask me why though. It’s probably because he says he wants to be my friend and then acts like an ass. Anyway, sometimes I wish I had such an agreement, but I think that’s just called being single.
KC is not feeling well today. He had a vaccine this weekend, and I read that it’s normal for wee ones to not feel 100% after a vaccine. His little body has to work extra hard especially since he got 3 vaccines in one shot. Poor bub. I hope he’s doing better tomorrow. He’s been sleeping all day and doesn’t have much of an appetite. I read that I should just let him rest, so he’s in his house on his bed away from Small Lady. She tried to play with him earlier and got a little rough. He didn’t want any of that, so they’ve been separated all day. My poor baby.
Mamoru had a big test this morning. He said he didn’t do well despite studying most of Saturday (as well as throughout the week). He tried to study for a bit on Sunday but took way too many naps instead. We tried to talk about buying a house. I thought it would be a good idea because if (when) he is transferred again, I’ll have to leave this apartment. I told him I didn’t want to go any place dumb like Sapporo or Okinawa (both realistic places he could be transferred). I actually don’t want to go anywhere else ever again. I’ve already been through the hell of moving (to a brand new city) once. I don’t want to do it again. He says he can’t afford a house. This is a lie. Single with a shitty paying job I could afford a house in America. He has a tremendously good paying job and excellent credit. Credit card companies try to throw credit at him constantly. Then he said he doesn’t want a loan. Um what? Then he said he wants to live in America (remember it was Portugal last time) . I reminded him he promised me children before we even think about going anywhere. He’s constantly thinking about running away from Japan. I don’t think he understands that I chose Japan. I ran away to Japan. I love this country despite my hardships. I don’t want to leave like he does. Sigh. Marriage.
I guess that’s it. It’s been a somewhat lazy day though I made a soup and a chutney today, and did more dishes than I thought we had in the house. Now I’m just lying around watching TV. Mental health is so-so. Not terribly bad, but not good either. I hope you’re fine. Be well.