Adoption · Japan · Life · Mental Health

People all around me, karaoke, and Eiru…

I wasn’t planning on blogging right this minute but I have mad anxiety, and I need to let it out somewhere. (Note: I updated the Pseudonyms tab.  My friends aren’t evil, but just I’m running out of “Sailor Moon” characters.) This week was another “Don’t Forget to Breathe” week.  So much so that I can’t… Continue reading People all around me, karaoke, and Eiru…

Mental Health

Sick…

Saying “I’m sick” is so much easier than trying to explain depression to Mamoru for the 15733689964th time. Yes, I’m sick. No I don’t know what I can do to feel better. All I know is that doing anything right now is so fucking taxing that it makes me want to cry all the time.… Continue reading Sick…

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200! A recap…

Hello everyone!  WordPress sent me a notification that I’ve received 200 followers.  Holy shit!  That’s pretty damn amazing is all I can say.  From the bottom of my heart…thank you. What better way to celebrate than to offer those new followers a quick recap.  If you’re new to this blog here’s a quick summary. For… Continue reading 200! A recap…

Adoption · Japan · Life · Mental Health

Mamoru, Small Lady, Eiru, Naru, Artemis, and Motoki…

Hello!  It’s that time again!  It’s time for Mamoru’s quarterly (yearly? bi-yearly? tri-yearly) A-DIVORCE-IS-EASIER-THAN-ACTUALLY-TALKING-ABOUT-OR-TRYING-TO-SOLVE-ANY-PROBLEMS talk.  Insert mega exhausted eye roll here.  We actually had a nice fun Golden Week until I said I was exhausted because his idea of travel and my idea of travel are very different.  This however is not new information to… Continue reading Mamoru, Small Lady, Eiru, Naru, Artemis, and Motoki…

Japan · Life · Mental Health

Dumb…

I just got back from my Japanese lesson, and I really like this teacher a lot.  She’s world’s better than my old teacher.  She actually propels the lesson forward like a teacher is supposed to do.  There’s never any dead air.  That’s the good of today.  Now, I’m just counting down the hours until my… Continue reading Dumb…