Just when things were seemingly going well, life has some more curve balls to throw. Fuck. Yesterday, Mamoru’s brother called him in a huff. Apparently お父さん is seriously thinking of marrying his longtime Korean girlfriend. This in and of itself is not a bad thing but it carries with it a long history of hatred… Continue reading Drama and some good and bad…
This weekend was ugly and messy. On the tails of Saturday’s fight, we thought we’d round out the weekend with yet another fight on Sunday. It was not good. Basically, I told Mamoru that I would be auditioning for a play and instead of being supportive he said: “Well I guess that means even longer… Continue reading About weight loss and babies…
I’m nursing a headache. Mamoru did sleep on the sofa last night. He closed the door off the hall and legit lied down on the sofa with a blanket and his head buried in the sofa pillows. I had to laugh when I saw this. What else can I do? Married life. To compensate for… Continue reading Blank…
Well, I just started my period. It’s good and bad. Bad because it’s my period, and good because it held off yesterday so I could do yoga, and it’s also a holiday so I don’t have to go to work and pretend that I love everyone and everything. I can just grump about the house… Continue reading Grump…
Holy shit you guys. I’ve reached over 100 followers here. This may seem like small change to some more experienced bloggers out there but to me this is huge. I never thought a blog which began as a place to write about my frustrations while TTC, a blog that evolved into a place where I… Continue reading 105…
Mental health in a steep decline. Tonight I got angry (past wounds) at Demande and shot a curt “not like you care” in his textual direction (to which he’s not responded to). I don’t know if Demande is good or bad for my mental health, but tonight made me think he’s bad for it. There… Continue reading Not a good mental health day…
Today I’m not feeling so good (mentally). I was fine yesterday, but today it just hit me as I was walking back home from the station after my Japanese lesson. Maybe it’s the pain in my legs and back from yoga yesterday. Maybe it’s the pouring rain and the gray skies. Maybe it’s that I… Continue reading Down…
