I got out of bed. I ate breakfast. Then I promptly crawled back into bed. Motivation to do anything is hanging around zero. I’m feeling like garbage. Physically I’m nursing a tiny hangover and mentally I’m nursing my shattered ego and fighting that depression that just wants so badly to surface. I have a Japanese… Continue reading At least I have the music…
My back is killing me and I have diaper rash. It’s from wearing a pad and riding my bicycle. Yeah, file that under shit they don’t tell you. You can get diaper rash from wearing a pad during your period. All thanks to being a girl. Today I made the ultimate fuck up. Earlier this… Continue reading On faux pas, the sofa, resistance, and happy days…
Despite a nagging want to talk to him all day, I’ve not contacted Yuichiro at all. He’s looked at my Instagram stories as per usual but made no attempt to contact me today. On Wednesday he said he’d turned off his Instagram notifications. It’s suspicious at best, and I can think of two reasons he… Continue reading Yuichiro…
I feel like garbage. AF (scheduled for approximately Sunday or Monday) decided to rear her ugly fucking head early yet again. The first day is always the worst day, and if I could I would just chow down on Advil all day and lie in bed. Unfortunately, today I had to work and that made… Continue reading AF doesn’t equal fun…
Oh what a weekend. Where do I even begin? As per usual it was good and bad. On Friday I had to work (freelance) since I took the week off for my birthday, so Friday was uneventful. On Saturday, Mamoru and I drove to a nearby town. We went to look at some temples and… Continue reading On the weekend…
It started out very very lonely and ended very very full. Let me explain. Where last we left off, Friend of the Year™ Demande had abandoned me on my birthday. When I first asked him if he was free, he said completely free that whole day. Then later he said he only had a couple… Continue reading About my birthday…
It’s the eve of my 38th (gah that sounds horrible already) birthday. I had a freelance meeting this morning and this lady is so kind and sweet she got me a birthday succulent in a Halloween pot. How awesome is that? I love plants, and I love Halloween. Double score. Speaking of Halloween, I spent… Continue reading Eve…
