I have been drinking (not a lot). Enough to get my heart racing though. I’m gonna pour another soon. My dog has been sick. We don’t know what’s wrong. She’s been to the doctor many times. We’ve gotten her pills. Just now she decided she was gonna vomit, so in my scramble to get her… Continue reading Anger…
Since you asked (okay well I don’t know if you did or not but I’m assuming you asked), I’m doing better thanks. Cramps have subsided. AF is still here. I’m nursing a big headache, but I’ll be okay. I just chowed down on some Advil, and I’m having dinner with a friend later. I’m in… Continue reading How I’m doing…
Today I’d like to thank the country of Australia! I had a ton of views come from there today, so thanks Aussies! I hope you’re enjoying my witticism! Or sarcasm whichever. Today is Mother’s Day in Japan. Flower shops everywhere are overstocked with baskets and bouquets. It made buying my friend a birthday bouquet on… Continue reading Mother’s Day…
Kindara has lost its damn mind. Now hold on. Calm down. Before you get your TTC panties in a wad, hear me out. A good chunk of the women I follow on there have decided to stop temping. “It’s too stressful!” they say as they watch other women who have stopped temping get their BFP. … Continue reading I will tell them…
Long day at work today. Really bad Japanese lesson (bad as in I couldn’t remember simple vocabulary let alone form sentences). Forgot I was supposed to be OPK testing today and was sipping tea at my desk until 3PM. I usually quit at 1:30PM on OPK days. Upon arriving home I couldn’t hold it but… Continue reading Today’s stressors…
I CAN’T DO THIS ANYMORE! It’s too difficult. I tried you guys. I tried my hardest but I hate it. I hate every minute of it. The whole time I just want to curl up into a ball and cry. I thought it would be easy. I thought I could convince myself it’s what I… Continue reading Giving up…
Wow! I have almost 20 followers. This is pretty damn amazing because I started writing this blog to cope with the heavy emotions TTC conjures up. So far this seems to be working as I don’t spend my days moping about and weeping all the time. However, I never thought that people would be interested… Continue reading No excitement today…
I’m 10DPO. I took a pregnancy test this morning. It was negative. I’m not surprised. I had thought 10DPO was a little early to test and HCG levels wouldn’t be high enough to detect. I chucked it an went about my day. At about 10AM I felt some pinching cramps on the right side not… Continue reading Tuesday thoughts…
Well according to my chart I’m on Day 12 of my LP. I’m pretty skeptical that I marked my temp shift correctly. If I did, in fact, mark it wrong, then I’m only on Day 8 of my LP. My LP was 10 days last cycle and it’s the only one Ive got to go… Continue reading The last 24 hours…
I went to bed crying last night. It was a rough night. Sometimes my husband thinks it’s best to avoid not talking about problems but then he’ll sulk and the air in our house will turn sour. So last night after forcing him to talk to me, we’re having a big discussion about things and… Continue reading All the ways TTC can make you feel like a giant failure…
