Just when things were seemingly going well, life has some more curve balls to throw. Fuck. Yesterday, Mamoru’s brother called him in a huff. Apparently お父さん is seriously thinking of marrying his longtime Korean girlfriend. This in and of itself is not a bad thing but it carries with it a long history of hatred… Continue reading Drama and some good and bad…
My before pictures suck really. I’m sorry about that. Honestly, I had no desire to ever be photographed during the time I was fat. I’m sure you understand. Anyway, I’m pretty proud of my weight loss, so I thought I’d finally share it. To date I’ve lost 13kg (31lbs) and I’m still going strong. (Also,… Continue reading On the internet, we must be brave…
I am near tears. The scale told me today that I had lost 8kg (or 17 pounds). I can’t even believe this. Yesterday, I posted a picture of me riding my bicycle to Company H on FB. I was overwhelmed with comments along the lines of “skinny” and “wow” and “tiny” which were all really… Continue reading 8/17…
This weekend was ugly and messy. On the tails of Saturday’s fight, we thought we’d round out the weekend with yet another fight on Sunday. It was not good. Basically, I told Mamoru that I would be auditioning for a play and instead of being supportive he said: “Well I guess that means even longer… Continue reading About weight loss and babies…
Sorry. Long post here. Last night I went out with Kotono and my yoga teacher and a (gay) dude from yoga. I told Mamoru I would do this beforehand. I also told him that I had my bicycle, so I may stay out later than last train. All this I communicated to him before my… Continue reading Plateau…
Airpods are cool you guys but are they really $159? Whyyyyyyyy?!?! So here’s the deal. I have some really lovely Bluetooth noise canceling headphones, and I love the shit out of them and use them all the time. Even on my bicycle. I know big ダメ but everyone and their mother does it. Plus I… Continue reading We can’t always get what we want…
A friend invited me out tonight. I should have gone because I’m currently looking at Mamoru sleeping on the sofa which is where I’m sure he’ll stay all night. I should have gone because I’m spending another lonely night in the same house as my husband but not in the same world. Often we are… Continue reading Married life and shopping…
